Hello Wednesday!

Hello hello..another insomnia night for joomina here..what so lucky? imma is too pandai..i can hurt my leg two time in a day -.- clap for me hey! 
Fall in the toilet while taking bath..i am so genius huh?
i have no idea WTH is the dot dot things comes on my leg -.- DAFUQ?!! 
I never think that i have to process to doctor to make sure that what is the little cute DOT! :( Grrrrrrrrr..me work so hard in this few months..i had stop shopping and without buying any clothes.. but why i no see any money infront me?! x( Where have you been ? 


Anyway..因祸得福? i realized a lot of people really care about me :3 especially him..teehee i was like a little girl..maybe i just need someone to take care of me :P i don't need a lot money to show how much you care to me..even just a advice..a call to telling me that : Don't make me worry k? imma just needs it!Buahahahah..
alright..patient is always need caring and love..so neither me? :P 


New semester is coming soon..battery is fully charge and get my own ready..i am here waiting to say Hi to my junior..Welcome to TARC! :D

12/4/2012

Had seldom update my blog for a long time..imma is a lazy bitch! :P



Well..i'm enjoying my sem break now..so sad for..it became bored and bored..maybe i just lazy to hang out and always stay inside house..hello..i got nothing to do and no money..except WORKING! no choice..i need money!Tonight is not that bad to me..i learn how to satisfied for everything..期待不高 失望不大..this is just so damn freaking true..my mind is sense of balance to treat everything..i suppose to do that :) A boy,i miss him everytime..i love him..i care about him..i like the relationship between us now..he's my listener..he's good friend..he's my sister,brother :)! I know maybe he's not that good and he hurt me so much before..seriously..i just admire to this person..i never hope that we can be a couple in once a day..i not going to believe what he told me or any promises..i love this way..love this moment! But we been like a couple..he care to me..he say the 3 words to me..he give me a call before going to bed every night..he hug me..we kissed..we holding hand in the club..he always bring a lot of warm to me..he do accept what exactly my look..



*shit! Imma fall into LOVE again..but i more like to be single..i was tired to keep a relationship without any understanding..Fuq Joomina..i hope you will not been cheated by someone else again la..such a stupid fellow! you're not a younger girl anymore! 20 years-old bitch! Be smart la kali ini!

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奇怪啦?事件大条啦 是他变了吗? 我感觉得到 他跟以前不同了 怎么了?真的喜欢我?逢场作戏?懒惰猜?

我才不希望自己在被骗..笨到个猪酱 

我有心理准备啦 一年后 自然离开的话 我坦然接受 真的 :)

我是不是太在意别人的嘴巴啊?可他们真的会说太多 还是我太容易对号入座?神经到没有人有...

好吧 我会停止所有小动作 我不喜欢这样联络 好像狗男女酱><

我很喜欢跟别人聊些 未来 成熟的事情..

你啊..我偷偷放在心里面 里面里面.. :3

 

啥蠢话

我用了短短4个月的时间去平复我的心情 根本没有人能懂我心灵深处 也许在你眼里 我是不站在他的立场 我不替他人感受 那又怎样? 我说过 我就是因为照顾别人感受才搞到自己这样 过去的我已经放下
不要怪我变得那样 从我心死的那一刻 我就告诉自己 没有什么比我现在要自己开心来得重要, 我不说出来 我宁愿自己承受 那又怎样? 说好的 各走各的 我只是看不惯那幅性格..拿出勇气来好吗 是你背叛在先 不要在那里一幅承受不了的样子.你不是做戏 不需要 你不是戏子

拿着酒瓶轧自己 好看吗? 不要说我撕破脸做人 我要你知道 所有事情是你的顾虑造成 还有,我没有讨厌你 也不需要吧

做朋友什么鬼话 谢绝免谈.

阿仔陪我

不会习惯 代表没上瘾 我依然会点燃你 一根一根 阿仔 我希望这是最后一次 最后一pack 我不需要再靠你 靠不了多久 你只能陪我 但不了解我 :) 


啊 那个··我看还是算了 我做自己 jadi sendiri 省时省力。我也没有那么坏 到处唱衰你 我放长双眼 看你们怎么好 :D 哈
绝对绝对 我的快乐 要是你们两个的多多倍 要不我不甘愿 MR.溅男人 允许我酱叫你吧。哈 因为虚情假意也不怎么适合你 


*一个很烂的人 就是利用歪理去对待爱他的人 恭喜你 你成功了 我很清醒的写在这里大大力!! 
痛快去恨 我也要假假当一个善解人意的人 举手* 好像不错酱 :D


下一round 我要看到你失魂落魄 pui* 口水大大力pui给你! 放心 我会先唰好牙 然后牙齿会是干净的 哈
我梦到啊 下辈子 我还是人类 还是女孩 眼睛还大一些 鼻子还挺一些 脸还小一点 眉毛粗些 身材好一点 高一些 简直是章子怡啊! 
你完全不能看 实在"抢眼" 哈 感谢神明 你记得拜拜 


*人叫安哥拉 你叫安哥拉 麻烦心地好一些 表破坏安哥在我心里的地位 :3

318pm

Was finish my final last few days ago..i wondering and feel so empty..my mind was blank..i feel myself shouldn't stay around here anymore..i wanna back home..and don't come back here anymore! what can i do in this few days before i back? i keep asking myself..what else can i do to forget everything bad..i want to unfriend..even block everything about him..but i failed..i feel like it is too obvious..how could i face them if we meet up? i don't want to see him..How could he keep smiling on face like nothing was happened now? he look happiness..with her..so how about me? i wish to run away from this area..i wanna go back to penang and don't wanna to come back here anymore! But study is more important..i shouldn't go back with that stupid reason..so just fuck off! joomina is going crazy! i'm not happy in every single day! once i saw everything about them..i feel like gonna drop into the hell..no one beside me..no one really care about me..my heart is getting hurt..again and again..what the hell with all the boys! Now what i can only do for..to change myself..my everything..i have an idea..i wanna let him to regret! regret what he did to me! Joomina, you have your own words!

CHEER =)

Took my MMS exam today..i have no idea about the result..but at least i did all the question..is that okay ? I feel glad to myself..Joo mina is recover now..i got no feeling when i saw him..it doesn't means i hate him..is finally i realized..he is nothing to me..and i can sleep well in the night..how's good ya :D life is not that worst..i do appreciate to people who really love me..care about me..i got to build up more and more knowledge in my life..to upgrade myself..teehee :D
Be stong..like a lousai! like the mother of God!!! :P A short update here....


Say Cheeseeeeeeeeeee*